for his eyes this time.

i had a slight idea that it would happen.  the color purple, with a touch of white lace to add innocence.  the color teal and black matched my simple outfit.  it doesn't matter if it matches really, what matters is how it makes you feel.  sometimes the randomness adds to the flare...keep it interesting.  i knew those bottoms made mine look... spanish.  this is always fun at a dance party.  the music inspired me today, along with a couple of other favors.  the family of musicians is my back drop to one of the most memorable make.out moments of my life.  just like a dream, there was a fire place and several pieces of moveable furniture for some dance floor variety.  the soundtrack was fun, nice blend of rap and original hip-hop collaborations.  this is hilarious because i secretly go crazy over this type of music, especially when i get to roll around with a boy.  i admired him from afar for so long. days, months... for almost a year i had no idea that it was even something i wanted.  i just was always there to see and listen because i loved the music, i loved the purpose... then i fell in love with the band. it took time and several mutual friends later... he ended up in my kitchen for a haircut.  i knew the exact one.. i was on my way out west... small talk.  he liked it. a lot.  but here i was laying on the floor laughing with him.  red sunglasses...  the dim light of fire.  a deserted island, the stars like ice crystals...  i pranced around with him for hours, words will never express the happiness and joy i felt... also the deep and dark tone of the entire venture.  the fun in it is beauty... the curiosity of this creature.  something about keeping it simple and innocent can make for the most inspiring galavant of my life.  the one where a hint of red keeps me wanting more.  13.10.12